I had to make a very hard choice today.
Sebastion my avator is a very old cat. Her back hips have been going bad now for around a year. This morning when my wife and I were getting ready to leave for work we noticed that she was laying in a pool of her own piss.
It is time.
Time to say goodbye to a very close friend.
Time to say goodbye to a part of my life that has been with me though some of the hardest times I have ever seen.
Time to say goodbye to a animal who has been by my side during my homelessness, several bad break-ups, college, army, marrage, and my children.
Time to let her go to help her get away from the pain.
I know it is the right thing to do but I can not help but feeling like a very bad person at the moment.
BUT I know it is time to say goodbye.
I made the appointment to have her put to sleep. It will be in less than two hours. I have given her a great last meal with her favorites. I have taken the babies down to say goodbye.
I will hit send and walk out the door.